Apology

Ok, so normally I really dont give a crap what people think about me or what I have to say, but this time is different.

I seem to be in a very depressed state of mind lately... I dunno if its the time of year or what... but to all my friends I am sorry for my last post. I was meaningless and stupid and I know I could count on you guys anytime.

I guess I am at a crossroads in life right now. I am 26 and I really haven't done anything... like at all. Ive been working at the same shitty job for 7 years now and I am seriously considering a drastic change in my career. Entering a trade is looking like a good possibility. It's not REALLY what I want to do, but it wouldn't be a bad job. The oppourtunities right now are huge and the money will be good... allthough anything that doesnt involove serving customers food sounds good right about now! I would REALLY love to get my music goig on the side, but I can't even get motivated to play latley... what the fuck is that about eh? Music is everything to me!

I am so confused... it'll take me a little while to sort my head out... my yearly review is on monday and I guess however that goes will help me make up my mind.

To those who care, please wish me luck!

Chris.